I was having a great conversation with my wife, a fellow disciple-maker, the other day. We were discussing the initial stages of the process when we are only a few months into the journey of intentionally connecting with those we are helping on the journey. As we were bouncing around ideas about the fun as well as the complications of these first few months, she said to me, “It is so fragile.”

As I heard that word, I could only nod my head in agreement. It is a great word to use to describe it. And as we talked more, we realized that the fragility was seen in those we are coming alongside as well as in ourselves. Perhaps you have experienced this.

There is a bit of a dance that takes place at the start of a discipling journey. As much as someone has agreed to allow us to lead them, and as much as we have tried to be fully honest in what our expectations are, they simply “don’t know what they don’t know.” They really don’t know what they are getting themselves into – this includes the time commitment as well as the life change that will take place which can be uncomfortable at time.

After the conversation, I reflected on some of the guys that I have journeyed with over the years.

I have connected with a number of guys that started out strong and appeared fully committed, and yet, within a few months, it was over. They lost interest. There were other life priorities that kept coming up. Questions I asked appeared to poke around in places in their lives that they just didn’t seem to want to talk about. And the journey ended before it really began.

Others I have met with appeared to be confused at the start, and I questioned right away whether or not they would make it. They had questions about life and shared things about what they believed that left me wondering whether they would stick around that long. Their current experiences and beliefs made me wonder about their faith and whether or not it would be a long journey of doubts and questions for the sake of questions without a desire to truly mature in faith. It is during these times that I simply take the stance of listener and allow them to speak what they need to. Inside I am wondering when I need to push them in a new direction and when I simply need to hold back and let the Holy Spirit do what only the Holy Spirit can do. If I interject too soon I might ruin a journey of faith. If I hold back too long without challenging where I believe I need to, I am failing to lead as I believe I am called to.

It is during these moments when you realize how fragile the situation is.

I have come to appreciate the parable of the Sower and Seed in deeper ways over the past few years. It describes so well these situations. You can read it in Luke 8. The seed is being spread and begins to germinate, but at times the sun withers it up, or the worries of this world choke the plant, or at times the devil comes and takes the seed away even before it has a chance to take root. The seed appears to be so fragile.

I wish I had the simple solution to these fragile times. I wish there was a science to understanding what it is all about and the 3 steps to take to make sure that someone stays on track. But I’ve learned that it is not that simple. It is something you simply need to learn over time through trial and error. And believe me, I have had my share of errors in this area. Some guys have been gracious with me as I have learned, others not so.

When you experience this, I simply encourage you to stay with it. Keep praying for discernment. Maintain a heart that is truly wanting the best for each person you are discipling. And if it doesn’t go as planned, don’t beat yourself up. Learn what you can learn, be open to the Holy Spirit speaking to and molding you personally. And get back in the game.